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Call me Joyce.. A bibliophile, cinephile, insanely sane, twisted mind, horrifyingly eccentric, an evolutionist, paradox of different worlds, ill-mannered creature, sensitive freak, voracious eater of information, defies gravity, excessive compulsive, unlimited playfulness, intrepid craziness, a viking, annihilates boredom, "curiouser and curiouser", my dystopic world,a constant behavioral seeker, unexpected decisions, instant recovery, occassional numbness, selective amnesia, emotional torture, gullible girl... and These are my random thoughts. These what makes us human. You can read my other works here: http://www.tumblr.com/tumblelog/chimeangel01

Thursday, May 26, 2011

The Feeling of Denial

You thought there is that one person who would be proud of you and tells the world how much you love her and how much you want to stay  with her but eventually he's the first one to deny. Deny the love in the relationship. Denying each other is as much as nothing. Denying the presence of the other means it's not love at all.

The feeling of denial is anger, frustrations and changes toward the other. The relationship is purely lust and not love at all. Denial is just love for the self and not for each other. Denial is not accepting the other. Denial is pretentious and love does not grow. Denial is using each other instead of helping each other. the feeling of denial is a pain inside waiting to burst because it hurts more than being stabbed. It's a betrayal. The person is a traitor and just thinking of what's good for him. What if you are being denied not just once but many times? Would you still accept him? Would you still forgive him? 

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