Random Thought Number 301

It is important for me to find the perfect pen to use when I'm writing on my journal. I need a pen that is light, easy to write on the paper, and dark. I know these seems crazy. I go to bookstores and find the perfect pen but I haven't found it yet. I've found a lot and bought them but I am not happy with them. I am not contented with how they are written on the paper. I've got dozens of them but they don't seem to connect with my journal. The pens that I have are beautiful, writes well but it does not fit well with the ink that I have on my mind. It's not the thickness of how it is written on the paper. I am not going to throw them though, I'll still be using them for the mean time. I'll be using them until their inks are drained, but I'll still be looking for that perfect pen no matter what.