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Call me Joyce.. A bibliophile, cinephile, insanely sane, twisted mind, horrifyingly eccentric, an evolutionist, paradox of different worlds, ill-mannered creature, sensitive freak, voracious eater of information, defies gravity, excessive compulsive, unlimited playfulness, intrepid craziness, a viking, annihilates boredom, "curiouser and curiouser", my dystopic world,a constant behavioral seeker, unexpected decisions, instant recovery, occassional numbness, selective amnesia, emotional torture, gullible girl... and These are my random thoughts. These what makes us human. You can read my other works here: http://www.tumblr.com/tumblelog/chimeangel01

Wednesday, April 06, 2011

The Dark Days Have Returned

When you feel everything's alright on the outside. It does not feel right on the inside It separates you from yourself. It worries you much. It worries you of everything around you. It worries you of people who are close to you. It does not feel right at all. You think people can change the way you feel when you are not yourself anymore. You feel scared of nothing. You feel sad of nothing. You feel angry of nothing. It just stays there.

Why can't you just go away and leave me. Please let me be happy. For once, one important person is willing to fight you. He will defeat you and you'll be forever be gone. I know he's inside me. He will continue the battle within me.

You are now half the shadow that I've met long ago. A shadow that's been trying to kill me over and over and over. When that day comes that you'll be defeated. Everything's going to be normal for me and to everyone else around me.

The days are turning dark again but I can still see the light. You just appear out of nowhere, then suddenly you change me but now I can fight you with that special person's help. I'll be back soon and that, I am sure of.